Sometimes the most intellectual thing we can do is to be at peace with the questions. To say fully and confidently "I don't know, but I trust God anyway" I don't want to be smothered by fear, deception, the constant pursuit of having to understand everything, to be loved by another & feeling in control. I don't want ignorance either. I want to be somewhere I can breathe. Where even in the midst of a million people with a million heartbeats surrounding me & possibly a million questions, I can still know the sound or even play the tune or nod my head to the rhythm of the one I call "home" |