God is well aware of the many things in this life that war against your spirit and your soul! There is an art to learning how to silence that heart and that mind as you seek the will of God and not your own! Grace is like the waves on the seashore; relentless and never ending! And always remember, sometimes when you feel like the one losing, you are actually the one winning! Press on Soldier!
"Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out; you formed me in my mothers womb. I thank you, High God-you're breathtaking! Body and soul, I am marvelously made! I worship in adoration-what a creation! You know me inside and out, you know every bone in my body; You know exactly how I was made bit by bit, how I was sculpted from nothing into something. Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth; all the stages of my life were spread out before you, The days of my life all prepared before I'd even lived one day." Psalm 139:13-16 MSG